Good morning!

Well I have actually been up all night so it's not really morning for me :P . I am waiting till I wake up husband at 4 am (0400) to go to bed. I am kinda nervous I have another Doctors appointment today. I shouldn't be nervous it's just a follow up but... I can't help. I was recently diagnosed with PCOS (poly cystic ovarian syndrome) yay me! plus bad cholesterol so I was put on a bunch of fun drugs! But one (the insulin meds) Made me crazy sick after a week I was throwing up it was horrible so I get to tell her um sorry but I quit taking them so find another way to fix me lol. Oh I am sure doctors love that! Oh and I am on insulin meds bc the disease I have makes me insulin resistant. I guess I should have said that before.. sometimes I get backwards or ahead of myself. Oh well I am who I am. Anyways backing up I found out Germany is actually sooner then I was thinking. Well maybe it just dawned on me Hey! I am leaving in a little over a month for 3 years in a new country. That's kind of scary... I can do it and I am super excited but super nervous all at the same time ARGHHH but I have the internet and I will get phone cards so I can call my mom and anyone else I feel the need to call. but that doesn't make me any less nervous for some reason lol. Well I guess I should hush and go make myself useful and practice my knitting and finish the laundry lol

   Me!

Getting Ready

So soon I am going to be moving to Germany. Its a big move for me I have spent 23 years hardly ever being out of the state of Texas. I am very excited but also very very nervous. I am sure it will be ok I just need to take a breath and take it all one thing at a time. Other then the move.. I am just running on fumes family drama.. Doesn't everyone love family drama? why is it my husband and I are so happy we argue we get over it. we enjoy each other's company we laugh we play and we also do our own thing. We never have drama we both hate drama. But the only drama you can never seem to avoid is when it relates to your family BAH!!!!!! I am just glad that I have my mom who is super supportive even though she drives me nuts, she always helps me vent when my in laws suck or when my dad is an ass. Other then that ... in a short while we'll be away from all of them for 3 wonderful years!